He couldn’t sleep. Not that
he could tell what time it was, since there weren’t any clocks in the
house. But Stefan could tell that it was
very late. He could smell the ocean in
the cool breeze blowing in through the open window and didn’t have to strain
his ears for the trickling splash of the fountain. He wondered where Leticia was sleeping. She hadn’t told him and he wasn’t about to
find out. Beautiful as she was, she was
not there for sex or romance, and Stefan certainly was not in the mood. How she had got here, and how she had lost
her memory were questions he couldn’t begin to find answers to. Perhaps he was already sleeping and this was
a bizarre and prolonged dream he had yet to wake out of. Perhaps he wouldn’t be waking at all. Was this the afterlife? And was this really Leticia? But who else could it be? He had known her instantaneously. Maybe she was faking amnesia, but he was
pretty sure that she wasn’t. And this
old couple running the place. Who were they?
What were they? How could he get
out of here? He must somehow find a way
out. Find his way back. Back where?
Outside of Melissa he had no one to return to. Both his parents had disowned him. There was
nothing left for him. But here. This
place. Here he was, an allegedly
expected, and he hoped, welcome guest in this extraordinary sumptuous house on
a sprawling estate in the middle of nowhere with nothing to do but walk around
and read books he wasn’t interested in and baby sit his former verification
officer who was suffering from amnesia.
What could there possibly be left for him? Maybe tomorrow he could cut his way through
the bush back down to the beach. He
needed a machete. There must be a tool
shed somewhere on the grounds.
The library, to his
surprise, was much bigger than he’d expected, occupying three large rooms on
the main floor of the house with stairs descending to an even larger basement
section. Some of the titles and authors
he recognized. Many of the books looked
old, ancient, many written in Latin, or Greek, or French or German, Spanish,
Italian. Some he recognized as texts on alchemy and magic. Some seemed too strange to comprehend. He came to a curved black iron banister and
stairwell curving down to yet another level. He took the dozen or so steps down. There was an open door. He stepped out into a slightly dimmed
amphitheatre, a huge round room of terraced bleachers surrounding a rectangular
platform. But for the burgundy cloth
that upholstered the bleachers the chamber was white and void of ornamentation.
He sat down on one of the top bleachers.
He was beginning to feel tired, but lacked the energy or resolve to
return to his bed. He began to nod off,
started awake, then noticed on his left a teenage boy sitting next to him, with
dark golden hair and green eyes. He was
wearing a white collarless shirt and faded blue jeans.
“Who are you?”
Stefan asked.
“Who would you like
me to be?” the youth replied smiling.
“How about the
brother I never had?”
“I am that for
many.”
“Is this your
house?”
“I am the
guardian.”
“Are you now?”
“What would you
like to know?”
“I’d like you to
tell me what I’m doing here.”
“You were
summoned.”
“By who?”
“By my master. I am a servant of God.”
“What is this
place?”
“This is a portal
between dimensions. You have just been
prevented from destroying your own life and the lives of many others.”
“Whose?”
“You have already
committed extortion. Soon you were going
to commit murder.”
“That child
molester?”
“He’s coming here
tomorrow. Like Leticia he will have no
memory. He will be to you as a dependent
child. See that you do him no harm, but
make good the money you have taken from him.
Take care of his needs.”
“I’d sooner hold
his head under in the fountain of forgetfulness until he breathes his last
miserable breath. He doesn’t deserve to
live.”
“No less than
you. They shall do no hurt anywhere in
my Holy Mountain.”
“So what are they
doing here?”
“They are being
healed. This is why they must
forget. Everything about their
lives. Only this way can they begin
again as little children. And only the
truly childlike can truly remember.”
“So they will get
their memory back eventually?”
“Once they have
truly forgotten. Then they can truly
remember.”
“What about
me? I haven’t forgotten.”
“You haven’t become
evil. They have. Therefore they must forget.”
“But, by forgetting
, won’t they just commit the same evil again?”
“The evil has been
taken from their natures, creating a great void. This is why they lose their memory.”
“So, what am I here
for?”
“You are being
prepared for new work. Soon you will be
released into another part of the world with a new identity. You will be one of our agents, and you will
regularly report back to us everything that you see and hear.”
With two fingers of
his right hand he reached across and closed Stefan’s eyes. “You will awake in your own bed”, he said,
“And you will not remember this conversation until the appointed time.”
The house was
listed for sale. She didn’t know how she
had done it. It was easier than she
thought it would be. Michael’s
resistance to the idea had simply confirmed to Sheila that this was something
that must be done. She had long ceased
from feeling safe in this house. She was
its hostage. Now she was breaking
free. Michael and Glen had just left
again for that religious community, leaving the young Lazarus sharing with her
the kitchen table. He asked if he could
stay for a while, citing problems of theft and discord from his
house-mates. She didn’t see why not,
rather liking the boy, even if she did find him difficult to reach. Sheila
didn’t much care. He was nice,
quiet. He seemed very considerate of
others. Yes, she rather liked him indeed.
“What are your
plans today?” she asked him.
“I have today
off. Okay if I hang here for a while?”
“I don’t see why
not. But I have to be out of here in ten minutes, so I hope you don’t mind
being alone here.”
“No. Not at all.”
“Well, I have to
get dressed now.”
“I’ll do the
washing up.”
“Thank you.”
She had no idea
where she was going. Likely she would
get an apartment somewhere. Until
yesterday, living anywhere else would have been inconceivable to Sheila. Now she couldn’t understand how she could
have consented to permitting this house, the spirit of his house, to hold her
in its thrall for all these years. This
could only be a new life opening up for Sheila, which she greeted with a
curious absence of emotion. She looked
out the dormer at the apple tree down below, that now seemed creepy, sinister. Her keeper and her owner. She did want to be out of here. Even though she expected a handsome sum for
the house she imagined she’d stay on at the West Wind for a while longer. She needed to have something to do with her
time.
She had never seen
her son, Michael, so happy. At peace
with himself. Though this community
seemed something too good to be true she earnestly, anxiously wanted it to work
out for him. She wasn’t sure exactly
what she thought of Matthew being there as well. She did feel quite over her resentment of
him, especially after having decided that it was her son’s way of blithely
exploiting him that had particularly set her teeth on edge. And now?
She had to admit to herself that she was very curious about this place,
and anticipated paying them a visit soon.
The thought of this community simultaneously warmed and frightened
Sheila. She left through the front door,
then realized once she’d left the property that she’d forgotten to say goodbye
to Lazarus.
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