I had two Magic Postage Stamps remaining. I thought of doing them both at once then came quickly to my senses. I would do one for sure but it would be nice this time to have company. I thought of two important people in my life: S and K. S I had already known for a couple of years. I phoned S.
S came over for dinner then we sat in the living room where I tore off one hit of Window Pane and we each swallowed the acid. We sat, chatted and ate oranges while I watched the palm leaves in my dark green rug begin to flow and sway in a warm breeze I couldn't feel. I thought it would be fun for us to go out nightclubbing on acid. S agreed and we bussed downtown. I cannot remember all the places we went to. It is mostly a blur but we were enjoying ourselves. S was hallucinating, seeing the face of a normal looking stranger suddenly ooze with blood. I felt a strange and peculiar oneness with everyone. Dancing was lovely in the clubs, we were in the middle of the floor among others and they all looked peculiarly beautiful.
S became worried that one hungry looking model-type was going to use his perfect white teeth to tear the flesh from my bones so we left. We came across another club at closing time and people I knew were on their way out the door. We were invited to spend the night with them.
We ended up seated on a couch in a basement apartment of a fancy looking dandy who was hunched at the end. He was a university student writing his thesis on William Blake. He asked S for S's name, saying "Do you have a name?" S replied "Yes." The dandy said "and what would that be?" S said that S had forgotten S's name. The dandy said "Well, what did your parents say about you the day you were born?" S replied, "They probably would have said 'Shit! Another kid!'"
I was going through my own existential despair. I confided to my friends that I felt like I was stranded at the bottom of a mine shaft with no way up or out, only the tormenting sight of a grated entrance at the very top.
The following evening I went to a party in a wealthy neighbourhood and the Dandy came with me.
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