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"I'm...I'm going to be a father?" "That all depends." "Depends." "Depends. It depends on what happens here between you and me. If you chose to abort this work of repentance, renewal and transformtion of life, then it is sure and likely that Sarah will also abort her pregnancy. That for her is going to be very tough decision, because she grew up Roman Catholic, and depite the feminism she has force-fed herself on since she was sn eleven year old, the old catholic teachings, especially about life, and about abortion contlinue to squat like as derelict tenant in the very recesses of her soul." "Which means." She is going to find out in Thailand that she is pregant." Then she is going to send you a text. That is going to occur in a couple of weeks time, just after you are finished here and back at home again. She is going to make it clear that she does not want to be a single mother, but that she still cannot do this alone, but neither is she prepared to return to living with an unfaithful partner. She is going to impose on you her own shotgun wedding. If you want to see your children alive, then you will repent of your philandering with any and all genders, and properly marry her and build a life together." "She's going to blackmail me." "Correct. But if you do decide to stay on here with me, it will soon become to you such a sweet proposal that you will not have it in yourself to turn her down....